equcoeleora's poetry corner

[Dart]

My little sister's Birthday Poem {2009}

pieces of you & me
reflecting the light
off the surface of the pond
unwavering is our bond

a moment's glance
a pictured thought
bears itself and reveals
for nothing from you is concealed

a lingering smile
from thousands of miles away
i open the door and smile back
there's nothing that you lack

soft panes, hard edges
the mirror itself shows images
of you & me, what could have been
we chose our own path, our own way back then

~_~_~_

sometime the beginning of this month, before Hannah's birthday on the 18th

this was very emotional for me to write, but it was worth it when i read to her, I love you Hannah~<3

Your big brother,

Jason Carl Scamahorn aka Dart

[Dart]

for a used to be friend* ailynne

beautiful words
longing glance
a look my way
never afraid
miss little
despite
Lisa Loeb's face
thin & frial
stronger than
what she seems
just like me
fairies glen
what a beautiful world
yin and yang
balance
then
a strummed guitar
tv's on dvd

~_~_~_

April Lynne George

[Dart]

*A on the spot poem* HYDE~From the Bottom of My Heart

your words
the feelings
the edge of glass
flash fire
sounds reverberate
the sheer joy
happiness found
comfort from listening
crying
sound of love
emotion felt

a HYDEist @ ~<3

~_~_~_

i love his work and still thinks he's the Japanese-version of David bowie
and so freakin' cute *drool*

i wish to see a concert in Sendai some birthday

he plays every August 4th *wheee* ;D

he inspires me

[Dart]

my mom*

sixteen years
i've even known
you existed

my life from before
is another now
brought back

slammed into my face
abruptly

like i've never known you

who is this woman

she turned me out

i want her in
my life

sitting here
i am all alone
with Kate Alexa
in my ears

this time around
i found my life
how this moment
never changed

but for so long
i've tried
but, where were you

i'm wide awake
and hear no sound

breathing in and breathing out

it's not enough

DAMN YOU MOM
another you
another me
another now

because you'll never know
how much i need you
to have you around

you are not in my life
just another woman
that's all you shall ever be
now

the birth
the struggle

my life you
held in your hands

gave me away
and never looked back

then fast forward to thirteen
turning fourteen
i had to wait a year

finally the moment at last

the woman i have known
my life

that is no longer
the pain is too much
to bear

where are you
with your sister
in chi-town

i'm mad

i am allowed

with no one to turn too

the mother that raised me
she's my real mom

i realize that now

~_~_~_

i am adopted

but to describe my mom not wanting to no longer have a relationship

the song Another Now by Kate Alexa

completely describes the way i feel

i have tried, honestly i have

but the pain will never go away

no matter how long i wait *cry*

may writing this help

my ~Adopted song list
www.imeem.com/people/zwhh1g/p...usic-playlist/

my On Being ~Adopted
www.imeem.com/people/zwhh1g/b...-being-adopted

song lyrics to Another Now
www.imeem.com/people/zwhh1g/b...-by-kate-alexa

*=update=*

imeem was taken over by and incorporated into myspace music

you can no longer access these links which is sheer crap, if not bull...

all of my playlists could not be accessed or retrieved since the takeover, you ****ing ******** and ******/****** ********

ok, feel better ;D

[Dart]

that's why i love you~ *a request*

i see your eyes
i see your face

discouraged

without a friend

hurt and broken

behind the mirror

a moment of time

forgotten

^*^
i found myself
you have me

whenever

you need

the aura never lies

your true colors

prismatic

^*^
fantasy fulfilled
a love that's rising

no more crying

hear the laughter

we're alive

^*^
fairies in life
figures in space

the smoke disappears

and forms arrive

wisps of air

long and tall

intertwined

they become

and dissipate

^*^
one we are
together we become

a couple

(of nutjobs)

always

and

forever

Danny & Jennifer Renee

I love the two of you, and glad I could write for the two of you *sniff*

May this poem stay with you as your relationship grows

*Danny~ be a friend and love life with that passionate zeal and enjoy what you have

*Jennifer Renee~may you always have peace and a solid heart that can freely give and be vulnerable when allowed

Here's to your Anniversary & to rendan's and XoReneeXo's marriage on Perfect World International- Dreamweaver realm

Danny~ July 1st

Jennifer Renee~ September 13th

friends on Perfect World International who each have like 6 characters

and to Danny, the only bi~sexual who would hit on me because I Am Gay, haha!

[Dart]

Dart here, with another poem on the spot

it has been a while I know, but I do love Forbidden Past!~<3

Well...
~^*^~

In this moment I belong

Distant words I hear

Never seeing truth

Always mirrored

~

The past I see

Lacking clarity & sight

Lost in darkness

Shadows in light

~

No one is here

I am lost and alone

Decisions I regret

Shame & forlorn